Saturday Morning, woke up with pain still in my body. Can hardly sleep. Wake up and thought that he will be accompanying me that day because is a weekend.
I saw him getting dress up so smartly and I wonder is he going out again?Yes, he's going out again. He's going for moral community service at Prima Selayang.
" Alryt, is something he have to go, he's coming back soon to see me." I told myself. Then he told me, "I am going to Bon Odori after the community service."My heart sunk . I asked him what time are you coming back?He's not sure.
Bon Odori is event held till night time, he will definitely be back only late night. I've been there before. Was really hoping he will accompany me that day since that's the only day we don't have any classes. I try to hint him, telling him that if you go, you can only be back here around 11pm something. But he said "I feel like going, is my first time going". Ok I said.
Afternoon, stuck in my hostel, lying on my bed with body still aching, I was thinking of Him. I miss him so badly, wished he was right beside me. I send him random messages ," How are you doing now?", "I miss you", "I love you". Just to show him I really miss him.
Lunch time. I asked Yi Bei to buy me lunch from Medan. I tried to eat although I don't have any appetite. I tried so hard to shallow the food but the taste is simply awful. I can barely eat two spoonful of rice. After that, I just return back to my bed and lied down.
Sleeping now is very tough for me. I couldnt sleep. I was turning here and turning there in my bed. Keep changing my sleeping position .Even my housemate and roommate kept asking me" Are you alryt? Do you want me to contact him for you?" I told them He's busy, is ok.
Waiting so hard for the time to pass second by second, looking at my watch, waiting patiently for him. Was hoping He can make it in time to see me before my family bring me back to Melaka again.
I kept starring at my handphone, waiting for his messages, his calls. Never once I left my phone away from me. If anytime he's thinking of me, I will be very happy. At least he thought of me when he's out there. He still care for me I thought.
7pm. He's back! So glad to see him.Feel like hugging him thightly in my shoulders. Thought he decided not to go Bon Odori. Then, he told me, I'm back for a while to see you. I'll have to go in a moment,my friends are waiting for me to go Bon Odori. Again, is like a heavy stone being thrown to me in my heart. But, I didnt tell him the truth, I just said " Alryt, you go la, since is your first time, enjoy." He left after a while. I'm still there in my bed,,just more pain. That's the last time I meet him as my boyfriend.
10.30pm. He called me."I'm reaching soon" I told him " my mom is here, I'm going back.I got to leave already." He said" I'm about to reach." Too bad, My parents couldnt stay any longer.I'm on my car and we left. He didnt make it on time to see me.
Monday morning, went clinic with mom. Doctor took my blood for blood test.
Monday afternoon, blood test result is out. Doctor called my mom. He asked my mom to bring me to the hospital straight away. He said my blood platelets level is very critical. Is too low. If I delay any longer, I will put my life on risk.
Monday late afternoon, Mom packed my stuff, took my test report and left to Pantai Medical Centre. Went to see a specialist, admitted into ward immediately.Doctor meight my body.I'm shocked to see my body weight drop 7kgs in 7 days. That day till that time, I didnt recieve any message from him. Guess he's busy in class.
Lunch time, nurse came in. Took my blood for a detailed test. She will have to poke twice to get blood from my body. Once behind my palm and another time between my upper arm and lower arm. Cottons used to stop further bleeding at injection areas at my body is soaked with my blood. It's so scary to see how the white cotton became so red in colour. My blood couldn't clot.
My body is dehydrated, sodium chloride is being injected into my body slowly. A needle is poked behind my palm into my vessel. A narrow pipe is connected to the needle in my hand to transfer sodium chloride solution into my body. I will have to take it until I am allowed to discharge. They hang the solution using a movable tripod. I would have to carry it where ever I go, even to the toilet. I cant bath either. I can only lie on my bed.
Sodium Chloride that prevents me from dehydration.
6pm. Finally I get a message from Aaron. I've waited for long. I opened the message and My heart sunk again. " I'm going for a football match." He sent. Thought he'll be asking whether I'm feeling better ? I am simply speechless. Tears fall from my eyes that very moment.
He's here when I'm...
here...
To be continue...
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